Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Hello Trickster

Once upon a time, love, you were real. Before I turned you to myth. Before I filled your memory with spices and wrapped you in linen strips. Before I entombed you in thick walls and left no crack for reality to shine through. Before I left you to lay there in the darkness... preserved, perfect, pointless.

Sometimes I visit your catacomb. I creep in when no one is looking and I trace the outlines of stories I've written on the walls. Some of them are true, some are not, but I never touch the ones that actually happened. I lie alongside you in the dark and listen to the scarab beetles burrow for the sun. I tell you secrets that you already know and you become more godlike with every word I sink into you. But your kingdom is limited to these four walls and since I am the creator I cannot worship, so your divinity remains unexercised.

But you, the real you, you walk this earth like any mortal. You know nothing of the hours we spend in the dark, you've never heard the stories I've scratched into the walls. You move about in the waking world, putting to shame every moment I lie in the dark.

Only one of us lives in a tomb.


When Baldr died, the gods all cried
for his end was harbinger of Ragnarok

But you and I, hidden inside
even Herne and the Wild Hunt we would mock.

For they cannot find us in el-Kurru,
they do not look under a desert moon,
and they would not think to search a tomb.
Such is the way of every myth.





3 comments:

RubyTuesday said...

I can't see the stars anymore living here
Let's go to the hills where the outlines are clear

Bring on the wonder
Bring on the song
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long

I fell through the cracks at the end of our street
Let's go to the beach, get the sand through our feet

Bring on the wonder
Bring on the song
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long

Bring on the wonder
We got it all wrong
We pushed you down deep in our souls for too long

I don't have the time for a drink from the cup
Let's rest for a while 'til our souls catch us up

Bring on the wonder
Bring on the song
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long

Bring on the wonder
We got it all wrong
We pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on

Bring on the wonder
Bring on the song
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long.

Unknown said...

It is always so hard to leave a comment on your writing...it took me a few readings to appreciate this. A little research on your references helped me understand what you were saying...very beautiful. I feel inspired.
But I don't feel sad.
You've given me much to ponder.

RubyTuesday said...

Thanks. Everything I write has meaning. Every single time. So I think of it less as stories, and more as personal mythology. Some days are deeper than others, but there's always something hidden in the cracks. :)